Just a little something different…

https://www.youtube.com/embed/kteNlccDSHQ?version=3&rel=1&fs=1&autohide=2&showsearch=0&showinfo=1&iv_load_policy=1&wmode=transparent One of the many women I see who seem to live THEIR LIVES OUT LOUD. The Next Chapter is here to help others do the same, in their way, on their terms. Check it out, then comment on the one aspect of your life you wish you could live a little louder :-). Sending … Continue reading Just a little something different…

If you could see inside my soul…

Here are just a few of the items you'd find: a note pad and an ornately carved ink pen with a fine tip. The ink inside would randomly change color to cover all the spectrum of the rainbow. a seven year old playing, skipping, reading, but mostly day dreaming of all kinds of things an … Continue reading If you could see inside my soul…

Did it Happen?

We're nine days in and I'm waiting for all these "new" people to show up.  The slogans were tossed about without any hesitation as they always are, "New Year, New You"...and the many variations.  Yet as I've gone about my days so far, I'm seeing a lot of the same, angry, afraid, zombies that I saw … Continue reading Did it Happen?

What if?

What if I told you that you aren't broken?  That your diagnosis was based on speculation and "society's" need to label what it doesn't understand, or what doesn't fit into the box? Are there major neurosis out there that cause people to suffer mentally and physically?  I'm sure there are, but I'm not talking about … Continue reading What if?

Almost There

Alright - major life happening number two is this Saturday. Woot. Once that's out of the way, I'll take maybe another week or so to re-spawn as they say in Nerd Fitness. I've got to figure out the new plan as I will no longer be an "I" but a part of a "we".  There's … Continue reading Almost There

I Can’t Feel my Feelings Anymore

I've felt too much over the last two months and now I can't feel much of anything. Well, there is that slow simmering anger that seems to find new and interesting ways to show up. The cause of which I'm reluctant to write about lest it be read by the current regime thus leaving me … Continue reading I Can’t Feel my Feelings Anymore

@_@

Tuesday, August 2nd - woke 2:45A. Work by 5:30A Tuesday, August 9th - woke 3:00A. Work by 5:30A Wednesday, August 10th - woke 12:56A. Work by 4:50A I. Am. Exhausted. Which means my drive home is going to look something like this... Hopefully there won't be any fatalities. Seriously. I've fallen asleep at stop lights … Continue reading @_@

BuJo-ing with ADOSS, Part 3

You can read Part 1 here, Part 2 here. As I'd mentioned, in June I joined the Nerd Fitness Academy. I liked the idea of having a definitive fitness program to follow as my half-assed attempts over the last few years hadn't netted any lasting or noticeable results in my physical appearance.  Anyway, of course … Continue reading BuJo-ing with ADOSS, Part 3

1:47 AM to 5:30 or so

Uh, yeah. Sinus pain, runny nose.  Nasal swelling so tight I can feel my pulse through my nostril up to behind my eye. Wake up to go to the bathroom (because of course, in my effort to live healthier, I'm drinking ALL the water) at 1:47 am.  Brain decides since I'm up, it should share … Continue reading 1:47 AM to 5:30 or so